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October 26th, 2008
08:24 pm
Razorlight
Maximo Park
Jimmy Eat World
Enter Shikari
Aiden
Bloc Party
Panic! At The Disco
Paramore
Smashing Pumpkins
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Nine Inch Nails
Lostprophets
Fallout Boy
Funeral For A Friend
The Used
Gym Class Heroes
Interpol
Rage Against the Machine
Queens of the Stone Age
Biffy Clyro
Dizzee Rascal
Taking Back Sunday
Feeder
The Raconteurs
Tenacious D
Alexisonfire
Bullet For My Valentine
Alkaline Trio
The Ting Tings
Less Than Jake
Proud
Current Location: James' House
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/thinking.gif) nostalgic
Current Music: RATM: Killing in the Name of
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October 17th, 2006
07:55 pm
i got a job. An amzing job. But i don't feel happy coz it's pissed off the one person that i didn't want it to.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) anxious
Current Music: Creed: My Own Prison
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July 6th, 2006
09:13 pm - Dinner is ready when the smoke alarm goes off
Spent the eveing having a hell of a lot of fun for the first time in fucking ages, forgotten what it was like to have a real laugh with a friend. I spent some time with Andrew earlier and he encouraged me to go into dealing, he says i could probably cope with selling all the time. He's like me, gets bored of one pony/horse. Hahaha, end of August i'm going to die. I'm taking Bracken to adult pony camp, which includes: cross country, dressage and show jumping on the first day. Then we have a bbq and get pissed, get the ponies out and ride silly games at 100m/ph then sleep in a tent. Then a 6 hour hack. If Bracken doesn't kill me i'm going to die of exhaustion. Looking forward to it though. got a date to re-do the exam so im happy about that too. but this sumer is going to cost me about £600 so i'm getting a summer job picking fruit in my uncle's orchard =D get to eat all i want to, love cherries.
ohhh, remembered last night now. Got rudely awoken by a cat meowing loudly in my room. was too sleepy to move much, just felt scared then put the duvet over my head and went back to sleep. Stupid cat disturbed the two hours sleep that i actually got. Don't quite understand why the cat scared me though, when im awake im not bothered, just terrified me at the time.
Feel really ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! for some reason. like hyper. wooo.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/wink.gif) crazy
Current Music: Reel Big Fish: Saying Goodbye
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July 5th, 2006
02:35 pm - Heh
Sanguine Melancholy
50 Sanguine, 42 Melancholy, 21 Choleric, 21 Phlegmatic |
| It is highly improbable that anyone could get this answer. Mathematically, it is so unlikely. And right now I am writing this test. So if you are reading this answer, WOW! and Sorry. Because, I've not written out the explanation yet. Still working on it. Basically it means if you got it, you are sort of like bipolar. I, the test maker, am this. I am either this mindless enthusiastic happy manic Sanguine, or I am an introverted analytical hesitant somewhat unhappy melancholy. Damndest thing. The test is rigged, so you really ought not be able to get this score, if you did, well, damn! Amazing! |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 81% on Sanguine |
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You scored higher than 54% on Melancholy |
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You scored higher than 20% on Choleric |
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You scored higher than 13% on Phlegmatic |
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Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) cheerful
Current Music: Hawthorne Heights: Pens and Needles
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11:38 am
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/energetic.gif) bouncy
Current Music: I wish i was a punk rocker LMFAO
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June 29th, 2006
07:56 pm - Haha
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/angry.gif) annoyed
Current Music: Metallica: Nothing Else Matters
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June 14th, 2006
07:19 pm
Wow, not been on this for ages. So many things have gone on
Job...yay!
Money...yay!
Parents away...double yay!
On the other hand though, my mum is not very well. On return from holiday she is going into hospital to have an op to see if the cancer has spread to her spine. Then she is going to spend two weeks in a room at King's Collge, London. Slightly sadistic of me i know, but i laughed when i found out. She isn't allowed out of the room, at all. Not for two whole weeks. Meaning she cannot smoke. My mum, the chain-smoker. Not being able to smoke. For two weeks. I vote i don't visit her during this period. Me without a cigarette for about two days is bad enough and i've only been smoking for nearly four years. She's been smoking since she was 14 and is now 45. Do the maths. =D glad she finally consented to see the doctor though.
Ten days on my own. Can you say heaven? Coz that's what it's going to be. Getting up when i want, going to bed when i want. Doing what i want. May not seem like a lot but my life is so controlled. Only down-side is that i'm going to have to go to work because i haven't earnt enough annual leave to have the week off. Doesn't really matter though, work is fun =)
And my bbq is on thursday. Fun. Going to have about 30 people in my house, hopefully they don't trash the place, that would be nice. Coz i have to clear up on Friday.
Oh, and by the way, are we still planning on tripping on one substance or another when they are away? Do you need any money to get hold of anything? Let me know
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) bored
Current Music: Atreyu: Ex's and Oh's
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May 11th, 2006
07:11 pm
I did NOT write this. I just found it somewhere and I liked it really much:
After a while you learn The subtle difference between Holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn That love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn That kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes ahead With the grace of a woman, Not the grief of a child And you learn To build all your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is Too uncertain for plans And futures have a way of falling down In mid-flight. After a while you learn That even sunshine burns If you get too much So you plant your own garden And decorate your own soul Instead of waiting for someone To bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure You really are strong You really do have worth And you learn And you learn With every goodbye, you learn...
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Status Quo: Whatever You Want
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April 19th, 2006
07:15 pm
There should be a different dating system. there should be some kind of universal arrangement which leaves no room for misunderstanding. It could involve hand signals, perhaps. Or small, discreet stickers placed on top, colour coded for different messages:
Available/Not available
Relationship On/ Relationship Off
Sex Imminent/ Sex cancelled/ Sex merely postphoned
How else are you supposed to know what's going on? How?
Im sorry to hear of your loss. someone said to me when my nan died that she hadnt really gone away, but continues to live on inside me, the pleasures of our time together live on even though she's gone. I believe that.
Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: InMe: Safe in a Room
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March 16th, 2006
07:39 pm
im bored so: here goes nothing:
His name was Lak. He was 14. He wore the skin of the bear he'd killed. Deerskin was wrapped around his feet. He gripped a stone axe that had once belonged to his grandfather. The baby, Dal was wrapped against his chest.The dog, Kali, lay at his side. He squatted on the crag and gazed down at the river of ice below him. Ice was everywhere, in the valleys, in the cracks of stones, in fissures of rock,in his hair, in his eyebrows. It covered the world: ice that glistened and gleamed in the morning sun. Lak narrowed his eyes against the glare. He peered across the world, searching for smoke rising, for a sign of humanity, of his lost family. He saw nothing, just the white ice, the dark rock, the great blue sky, the yellow sun.
He called out: 'Ayeeeee!'
His voice came back to him from the ice and rock, it echoed and died away as it travelled down the valley:
'Ayeeeee! Ayeeee! Ayeeeee!'
The dog lifted its head, ears pricked.
Lak laughed. 'It's only me,' he said. 'Me echoing forever on the ice.'
He reached into the bearskin, touched the baby, felt her swaddled close against his skin, felt her warm lips, her warm cheek. 'It will be fine,' he whispered. 'Keep calm, my love. It will all be fine.'
He crawled onto the crag. He found the tiny thorny plants that grew sparsely there, the only things that grew now. He picked them, shoved them into his mouth, chewed, swallowed, twisted his face, spat. Bitter-tasting things. Sharp on the tongue, acid in the stomach. He took a tiny blossom, the only sweet part of the plant, moistened it with saliva, held it to the baby's tongue. He felt her lick.
'Keep calm,' he whispered. 'Perhaps there will be wild berries this day.'
He held a plant on his palm for the dog. It licked, didn't eat, turned it's hungry eyes forlornly to its master. Lak grunted, stroked the dog. 'Perhaps there will be meat for us this day, Kali.'
He moved on, holding the bearskin close around him, heading south, sheltering the baby, holding the memory of his family, feeling the ice in his bones.
It had happened at night, days back, weeks back. They were in the cave, a shallow, defenceless place above a frozen river. It was a stopping-off point, a night's shelter in the endless journey south. They were all in there, his mother, his father, his brothers, his sisters, crouched together against the wall.
Anyways, another bad day. im sick and haven't eaten for two days...result of which was me nearly fainting at the yard. Made to sit down and drink Lucozade against my will. Oh well, things can only get better i 'spose.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Third Eye Blind: Jumper
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March 9th, 2006
07:49 pm
Jobs are like buses, you wait ages for one and then two come along at once. im now spoilt for choice which is great, hmmm, Sittingbourne or Upchurch. can't believe i've had two job offers in a week. must be a sign that im meant to get a job. A job means money...money means i can go to France. Im so happy!
oh..and thanks btw...i've found that i like the bands you suggested (Everclear, Third Eye Blind, Blind Melon etc) im really enjoying them =D
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Everclear: Wonderful
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March 3rd, 2006
10:59 am
the Romantic
Test finished! |
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.
"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
- Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
- Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
- Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
- Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
- Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a Four
- my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
- my ability to establish warm connections with people
- admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
- my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
- being unique and being seen as unique by others
- having aesthetic sensibilities
- being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a Four
- experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
- feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
- feeling guilty when I disappoint people
- feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
- expecting too much from myself and life
- fearing being abandoned
- obsessing over resentments
- longing for what I don't have
Fours as Children Often
- have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
- are very sensitive
- feel that they don't fit in
- believe they are missing something that other people have
- attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
- become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
- feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)
Fours as Parents
- help their children become who they really are
- support their children's creativity and originality
- are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
- are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
- are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You liked the test? so please RATE it :-)
You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose BY
Would you rather have chosen:
AY (EIGHT)
CY (SIX)
BX (NINE)
BZ (FIVE) |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 29% on ABC |
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10:53 am
A Hopeless Romantic
You scored 50 personality! |
| You are creative and imaginative. You know just the right things to say or do to make someone happy or feel better. You are a great lover and have a soft and tender side that can bring the most to a relationship. The people in your life feel comfortable with you. You are a one of a kind person. |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 9% on personality |
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Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Green Day: Basket Case
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March 1st, 2006
05:25 pm
Still bouncing off the walls which is odd but amazing.i suddenly have so much energy which is very good actually, its nice to be able to get up in the mornings and be extremely happy. only problem is that im finding it harder to sleep at night because of the amount of energy i seem to have stored. i think it's the porridge myself, i've been eating it in huge quantities and since then i've been happy and bouncy.i dont think i've ever been this energetic which means il take advantage of the situation and get me a job and some money, i fucking hate being skint although i have been finding money to buy mass amounts of CDs lately (which mum doesn't know about, as far as she's concerned i have about £200 in the bank when, in reality i have nothing, whoooopsie!)
my aunt is in hospital and my uncle is visiting her so im all one my own, which is awesome coz there isnt anyone to see if im eating the mush that is, sorry, was my dinner. guess what i had instead.....porridge!!!
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Jimmy Eat World: Praise Chorus
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February 23rd, 2006
08:27 pm
i feel so energised.like i want to bounce around, dance, do something energetic lol.not like me at all but its funny as hell
Current Music: Sugarcult: Pretty girl
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February 9th, 2006
09:26 pm
| Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" | 
You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)
Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic
What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays
Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get |
so yes...im bored now
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Fallout Boy: Dance Dance
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09:14 pm
| Your Stripper Song Is | 
Closer by Nine Inch Nails
"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no
Soul to tell"
When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. |
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January 18th, 2006
07:03 pm
im so scared for my mum. if im feeling like this, what the fuck must she be thinking? i just regret all the times i told her that i hated her, the times i deliberately hurt her. like the other day. she was crying her eyes out and i still went. now...i didnt know that i could feel so much regret.i feel like a toatl and utter bitch, which isnt a nice feeling. i miss her right now, wishing i could be with her. if she does die i want her to remember the good times, the fact that i was there for her. i need to be strong for her sake but i feel as though my life is crumbling around me. you read stories about people getting cancer and you think "hey, that couldn't happen to anyone i know".but it does. i feel so helpless.again, if im feeling all this, what is she feeling. people should appreciate what they have, i didnt and now...
i dont want to lose her. really i dont.
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: Mest: Lost, Broken,Confused
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January 13th, 2006
11:35 am
| Your 2005 Song Is | 
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating"
In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. |
Current Music: 3 Doors Down: Here Without You
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January 12th, 2006
09:35 pm
alas. this is not as easy as i thought it may be. depression is fucking hard to beat but im going to do it.
im really sorry to hear of your loss, i am here for you.all you have to do is call and i'l be at yours (unless im at work or college).
ah, you dont know about that.i got sacked and am now working at Monkey Biz with kids. to top it all off the pay is £3 an hour which is absolutely SHIT but i need the money and im going to stick with it. thats a plus point of being me, i can stick with things if i have the right reason, in this case money.
ive been writing for 5 hours straight and am in dire need of a coffee and something half decent to eat (unlike the slop i was presented with for dinner, which went in a bag and into the bin).i shouldnt be ungrateful but...no one could eat that.
on a lighter note, ive finished the damn assignment and can now relax until the next is due.
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Roadrunner United: Annhilation by the hands of God
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